Things I do to brighten my day

Looking  forward to something

 Whether the fact that it’s Thursday and its close to the weekend  your favorite show is on or its almost time for a event I always make sure I have something, 

Looking forward to something, I find it gives me a motive. It gives me a reason to say "okay I want to do this but I have to get through this first"  it gives me a push to pass the finish line. 

I used to do this all the time during my math class back in High School ( I'm not the best at math) when I felt trapped id count the minutes and split them in halves then in thirds then in quarts waiting till these 55 minutes of algebra were over to move on to the next I would just be glad it was over. 

 I call it a short form  reward it tells my brain I know I'm getting a reward  if I just do this one thing short form rewards that also added to a bonus because I know what I'm doing will benefit me later the

like right now I'm dreading school starting but what I'm looking forward to is getting out the house. I've been coped up in my house all summer and I'm finally glad to have some sort of routine in my life where I know when to wake up and when to fall asleep where I'm supposed to go and how I'm supposed function. looking forward to something that gives me  that direction.

What are you looking forward to?

 

Favorite movie lists

Saved (2004) : What do you do when you attend an uber-religious school, your boyfriend’s gay, and you’re pregnant… and now you’re being terrorized by Saint Mary herself and half of your school? 

Jawbreaker (1999): if mean girls was a horror film.  3 girls accidentally snuff their best friend with you guessed it…a jawbreaker now they are scrambling to hide the evidence 

To All The Boys Ive loved before (2018): Lara jeans life before her sister sent out letters exposing her deepest desires for love to her past(and current crushes) was pretty boring now shes has a fake boyfriend and her sisters ex boyfriend  catching her eye

Ginger snaps (2000): Puberty is weird. Turing into a freaky werewolf.. Even weirder actually two sisters obsessed with not alive find themselves in a tricky predicament when one sister hers her period and starts to …change 

Jennifer's Body (2009):  In a small town jennifer and needy were excepreable now jennifers on a hunt for men and her best friend needy is desperately trying to stop her

Sucker punch (2011) :a girl institutionalized beyond her will truing desperately to escape bluring the lines between fiction and reality 

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                            Hello!

My name is Lynn I'm 19 a current freshman now leading sophomore in college and psych

girl anymore. I wanna break the shackles of my notes app free and to

 do that I have to put myself out there college is supposed to be the

 best years of my life and im coming to terms that no one can make

 or break my experience but me!I want to express my hobbies I try to

 get better in art and writing. my ultimate goal is to write a book and

 have it turned into a movie that's my wet dream (a dream that would make me cry of happiness!) I

 wish to travel if I ever end up going places I want to showcase them here since Instagram isn't really

 my thing! I just want to share apart of myself with the world  I like comics books movies music

 games visual novels anything nerdy and forced me to think deeper!!